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Dear Diary,
Have you ever been betrayed by someone you love so much? Someone you exchanged vows with? The mother of your kids? Someone that would look you in the eyes and tell you she is going for a ladies' night out when she's with some guy in a motel getting it on? Well, I have.
I can't even go back to my own house because everything I look at reminds me of her and her infidelity. I want a divorce, but the cheating woman has been begging for a second chance. Sometimes I feel like getting the shotgun in my closet and shoot her and myself but I can get myself to do it. Who will take care of Myra, my little daughter? Perhaps she will be taken by Child Services and get a new family, but can anyone love her the way I do?
I cannot concentrate at work, I'm sad and lost in thought most of the time and it is affecting my work.
Dear Diary, if I don't come back to talk to you like I always do, just know that I am with the angels in heaven or somewhere in Hades with the devil.
